Something More

Happy, Bubbling, Smiling

But there is more

Chasm of loneliness

Constantly threatening to overwhelm

Sadness so dark

Afraid it'll swallow me whole

Wanting so badly 

For someone to see

There is something more

Not ll the more is bad

Constant as the sun

Giving as a tree

Striving for perfection

Loving Unconditionally

Afraid of everything

Especially those who see

My secrets

My weaknesses

My sadness

My loneliness

Happy, Bubbly, Smiley

But Definitely 

Something More